Emma
woke up first and just looked at Sean while he was sleeping. She was smiling and thinking about what happened the night before.
But then her smile faded. There were some things Sean didn’t know about that Emma had done while Sean was gone and she
wanted to keep it that way. Then Emma shifted a little in the bed and Sean woke up.
“Did
I wake you?” “No I was just about to get up.” He got out of bed. “Em, do you want anything to eat,
maybe a shower?” “I was going to take a shower about ten minutes ago but I was afraid.” Sean just burst
out laughing. “What’s so funny?” “Emma afraid of what? I don’t think my parents will mind if
you take a shower. Actually I think they would like that. Who would want a gorgeous girl who is staying in my house smelling
bad because she was afraid to shower?” He said while still laughing. Emma threw a pillow at him. “Hey that’s
not funny. That wasn’t what I meant. But gorgeous huh?” Sean smiled and threw the pillow back at her. They continued
to do that until there was a knock on Sean’s door. Then Mr. Cameron came in. “Ah I thought you two were up. Well
how about you go take your showers and get ready then I will take you out to breakfast.” “Sure sounds good.”
Then Mr. Cameron left. “Sean you take your shower first because you smell.” Emma said jokingly. Sean threw the
pillow at her once again. Then he walked up to her and kissed her. They fell on his bed. They kissed for a few minutes then
stopped. “So Emma do I still smell bad? I mean you are kissing me.” He said laughing. “Uh you still smell.”
She said with a smile. Then he got up and went to his closet to get some clothes. “Whoa. Sean Cameron isn’t all
Eminem anymore? No more gangster clothes? Aw Sean I thought you looked kind of hot in those.” She said. “Oh really?
Well I think you would look hot in um nothing?” He said laughing. “Ha ha very funny. Well go take a shower and
hurry up.” Then Sean went into his bathroom and took a shower.
While
Emma was waiting for Sean to get out of the shower she went through some of her things and found a bunch of old poems she
liked that she copied from books.
Why do I feel this way?
It’s something I don’t know.
Why do I feel this way?
It’s out of my control.
Why does my heart jump
Every time I hear your name?
Why do I hope so much,
Hope you feel the same?
Why does the sound of your voice
Stay stuck inside my head?
Why can’t I stop thinking
About the last thing that you said?
Why do I just melt
When you look into my eyes?
How come every time I see you,
My stomach fills with butterflies?
Why would I give everything
Just to hold your hand again?
Why can’t we be together,
Be together again?
Riamon Ariel Mewhirter
I see you sitting there
I’m twirling my hair
I stare
But you don’t see me
You don’t believe me
How could you leave me?
Can’t we just work it out?
I shout
But you don’t hear me
A tear comes to me
Ignoring me you walk away
Pretending you don’t know I’m there
Maybe you really don’t
But I think that it’s just an act
I call out but you don’t react
I wish that you’d come back
Please come back
Kelli Rae Morris
Emma
kept reading the two poems on the first page she found over and over again. They both were about Sean. The first one was basically
just about how she always thought of him and still cared and loved him even when they broke up. And the second one was their
final break up. He ignored her because he had a new group of friends and she was just some flat chested geek they didn’t
like. But after everything that has happened between them she still finds herself falling back in love with him. It’s
like a bad habit. She knows she shouldn’t go back to him but she does anyway. While she was trying to find the second
page of poems she copied Sean came into the room.
”Emma what are you looking at?” She jumped. He scared
her. “Nothing.”
Then
she got up and left the room. Sean was just standing there. He knew going through her things was a bad idea but he wanted
to see what she was looking at. After all they could tell each other everything and when he came in the room she hid the paper
she was holding so he couldn’t read it. Sean searched through her things and came across the paper she was holding.
He was positive it was the paper she was reading because it had a blue ink stain on it. Sean walked over to his bed and read
the paper. His eyed widened a little when he was done reading it.
All
he could think of was how much pain he had caused her. Then he looked over to where he got the paper from. There were a ton
of pieces of paper. They probably were all poems about how she felt for him or how bad he treated her and that only made him
feel worse. But he would make it up to her. He had too.
He waited
in his room until Emma got out of the shower. She was taking a long time but she was a girl and they had to get all dolled
up for nothing so he could see why she was taking so long. Finally Emma came in. Even with just sweats on and no make up she
was still the most beautiful thing he has ever seen.
“Emma
I want to tell you something.” “Okay what is it Sean?” He didn’t answer her at first. But then he
gathered his thoughts and spoke. “Look I know I hurt you so many times but it is in the past right?” Emma was
waiting for him to say something else but then realized he was waiting for her to answer him. “Oh, yeah it’s in
the past I guess. Why?” “Well I know I hurt you but it was all in the past so I was hoping that since you are
going to be living with me for a while that would could keep all of those things in the past and never mention them again.
Kind of start off new again. Like we don’t know each other or something?” Emma thought for a moment. “Yeah
I guess we could do that.” Then he nodded his head and walked out of the room so Emma could get dressed.
Chapter Four
Just
so this is clear. I am not going to be writing about anything that happens at Degrassi with Jack Donovan. So I hope none of
you expected to see him in future parts of the story. The only other part he will be in is when the three months is up and
he tells his friends and family about his stay at Degrassi. Now lets get back to the story.
After
Mr. Cameron took Sean and Emma out to breakfast he stopped by the school with them to register Emma. Emma was so happy. She
got to go to school at Wasaga High with Sean. It wasn’t the best school Sean had told her but it was better than having
people stare at her at Degrassi because of what happened to her.
Sean’s
alarm clock went off and Emma was the first to wake up. She saw that Sean was still sleeping so she went over to his bed and
hit him on the head with a pillow. Sean didn’t wake up to that or his alarm so she started rubbing his back telling
him to wake up. Finally after about ten minutes he woke up.
“Sean
you are really hard to wake up. We are going to be late if you don’t get up and get dressed now.” Without saying
anything he got up and went to his closet and threw some clothes on. He didn’t care if Emma saw him getting dressed
but then again he was still half asleep so he probably didn’t even notice. All Emma could do was stare at him. He looked
so hot without his shirt on. Sean looked even better with just his boxers. And his hair. Oh how cute it looked in the morning,
all messy. Then he left the room to brush his teeth and so Emma could get dressed. It was pretty warm out so she wore a black
denim mini skirt with a white tank top and black flip flops. Her hair was in a pony tail with a few pieces hanging out. Then
for some last minute touches she put on mascara and some perfume. After she was done Sean came into the room.
“Emma
go brush your teeth then meet me outside.” Then Sean left and Emma went to go brush her teeth. When she was finished
she walked outside to meet Sean. He was standing at the end of his drive way just staring into space. Sean didn’t even
notice Emma come up to him.
Emma
waved her hand in front of his face. “Earth to Sean? What’s with you? You are just staring off into space.”
He looked at Emma and just smiled. “Sorry. I was just thinking.” “Oh? About what?” She asked. “You.
Now lets go. We have to walk and normally I would have already left but you took to long.” He said. Emma just laughed
and they started walking. “Sean am I supposed to meet you somewhere after school so we can walk home together?”
“Yes normally you are but today I have to stay after and go to the library to do some research.” Emma’s
mouth opened. “Sean Cameron doing research? Gee things really have changed.” She said laughing a little. Sean
on the other hand didn’t find it funny. He even looked a little upset. He had changed and she was the reason for it.
But he wasn’t upset because she was surprised he changed. It was something else but he just couldn’t tell her
what it was. He actually forgot about what he normally does after school on Mondays and Tuesdays until Emma asked where she
should meet him.
The
rest of the walk was silent until they arrived at school. Everyone was waiting outside and when Sean and Emma walked up to
the front steps everyone stared at Emma. All the guys thought she was hot and they could use someone like her at their school.
The girls on the other hand were a bit jealous because their boyfriends were drooling over a “slutty piece of trash”
as they would refer to anyone new who dressed or looked like Emma. Sean and Emma made their way to the front desk and Emma
got her schedule and her locker. It was down the hall from Sean’s so if she needed anything she could just go find him
and ask.
Throughout
the day Emma was nervous. She was only in two of Sean’s classes and in those classes he acted like he didn’t know
her. He didn’t introduce her to anyone but that was probably because he didn’t even sit near her. Sean kept his
distance from her which was a little weird. He said a few days before that he wanted to start over and she didn’t think
starting over meant that he would ignore her.
Lunch
time came and she had no where to sit. Then she saw some girl walk over to her and tell her to follow her. Emma followed her
to a large table. It was all girls. There were five of them. They were all really pretty but wore way to much make up and
really skimpy clothing. But hey at least someone was befriending her so she could actually have friends at the school. Emma
sat down and the girls introduced themselves.
The
girl who brought Emma over to the table was Michelle Christianson. She was the leader of the group. “I’m Michelle
Christianson.” She said to Emma. And when she did she let out a mysterious smile. Then the other girls continued to
introduce themselves. “I am Christina McNulty and this is my twin sister Melissa.” Emma nodded her head at them.
Then a really tall girl with long brown hair spoke. “I am Sarah Parker.” Once again Emma nodded. “And I
am Sam Dun.” Emma nodded one last time then she spoke. “I’m Emma Nelson.” She said to the girls. Then
the girls started eating their lunches and talking about gossip. Surprisingly Emma actually fit in and was having fun gossiping
about people. Then lunch was over and the girls all walked to their next class together. Christina and Melissa walked off
to class with Sam. That left Sarah and Michelle walking with Emma.
“So
Emma are you new here?” Michelle asked. “Well yes but my family didn’t move here. I went to Degrassi. We
had a shooting a few months ago and I guess your school wanted to do some exchange program or something.” “Cool.”
Sarah said. “So who are you staying with? Some psycho family?” Michelle said laughing. As did Sarah. “Actually
I am staying with my ex.” The girls quickly stopped laughing. “Oh Emma maybe something will happen between you
two again.” Sarah said winking at Emma. “So who is prince charming anyway?” Michelle asked. “Oh um
Sean.” The girls stopped walking. “Sean Cameron?” Michelle asked. “Um yes that would be him. Why?
Do you know him or something?” Before Michelle could answer Sarah said something. “Oh she more than knows him.”
She said laughing. Emma was a little confused but didn’t pay attention to it. “She’s joking about that.
But I do know him. He is in some of my classes.” Then the girls continued to walk till they got to their next class.
Emma and Michelle had class together and Sarah’s was the next room over. Once they were in class Emma sat with Michelle.
It was math class and the teacher spit a lot so they sat in the back. Just as the teacher was about to speak Sean came in.
“Ah
Mr. Cameron late again I see.” “Sorry. I had to take care of something.” Sean said. “Well take your
seat so I can begin please.” Sean looked around and the only open seat was two in front of Emma and Michelle. When Sean
saw them talking to each other his eyes widened.
Oh no.
Michelle can’t be talking to Emma. What if she says something to Emma? She will hate me forever and things were just
getting good. Throughout math class he kept looking back at the two of them and each time he did Michelle would wink at him.
Finally
it was the end of the day. Emma walked home with Sam, Sarah, Christina, and Melissa. Their houses were a few streets down
from Sean’s.
“So
why isn’t Michelle walking with us?” Emma asked. Sarah remembered their conversation earlier and decided to lie.
“Oh um she had to stay after school. Her grades are slipping and if she doesn’t keep them up she can’t go
out and she gets us into all the parties around here.” Emma just nodded and the girls continued walking. They mostly
gossiped. When Sean’s house came up Emma said bye to her new friends and walked up the drive way.
“Hello?
Is anyone home?” Emma said as she went inside. “In here.” Mrs. Cameron said. Emma walked into the kitchen.
“So Emma how was your first day at Wasaga High?” “It was good. Thank you for letting me stay here.”
“It’s our pleasure. So was Sean good to you? He wasn’t to mean was he?” His mother said jokingly.
Emma just laughed. “Sean was great. But I need to go start my homework. What time shall I come out for dinner?”
Mrs. Cameron thought for a moment. “Whenever Sean comes home. He usually comes home around five so we will eat then.”
“Okay but can I ask what Sean is doing at the school library till five?” Mrs. Cameron looked confused. “Dear
he isn’t at the library. Sean at a library? Ha. What on Earth gave you that idea?” “He said he was going
to be there after school but I guess I heard him wrong.” Then she went into Sean’s room and started her homework.
Mean
while, back at school. Sean met up with Michelle and they walked to the side of the school that no one goes near. Then they
started to make out heavily. After about ten minutes they stopped. “So I saw you with Emma today.” Sean said.
“Yeah she is a cool girl.” She said. Michelle went to go kiss him but he backed away. “Michelle you didn’t
tell her about us did you? She will kill me if she finds out. I have to live with her for three months.” “Oh poor
Sean. If you don’t want her living with you then why did you say she could stay there? And why don’t you just
make her life hell and then she will want to leave.” Sean just stared at her. “You are one cold girl. I can’t
do that to her.” “Well that’s what you have more for.” Then she kissed him. They made out for the
next hour and a half. Then Sean’s cell phone rang.
“Hello?”
Sean answered. “Sean where are you? Your mom told me to call you and tell you to come home. She and your dad have to
go out tonight and they won’t be back for two days and she wants to make sure you have enough money or something.”
“Okay I will be home in a little while. Just need to finish reading this one thing for my project.” Then he hung
up.
“Who
was that?” Michelle asked. “Emma. My parents are going to be out for at least two days so it’s just me and
her at my house.” He said with a smirk. Michelle hit him in the arm. “Hey I was joking. I wouldn’t do anything
with her. I have you.” He smiled. Then kissed her one last time before walking home.
Chapter
Five
When
Sean got home his parents were in the kitchen. He walked into the kitchen and waited for them to say something. Finally after
five minutes Mr. Cameron spoke.
“Sean
your mother and I are going to visit Tracker. He and his girlfriend just got engaged. We might be gone for more than two days
so we need to make sure you have enough money. How much do you have?” Sean stood there and thought for a moment. “I
have enough money for tonight’s dinner and then lunch at school tomorrow. But that isn’t much. I eat a lot as
you know and then there is Emma. I might need some extra money for food later on in the week just incase you guys don’t’
come back in two days.” “Alright then. Here is one hundred and fifty dollars. Spend it wisely Sean. I don’t
want to come back here and have Emma tell me it was spent all for you or whatever.” Sean just stared at his dad. “Dad
that’s not cool. But you two should get going.” Then his parents got up and left the kitchen to go to their car.
Sean
walked into his room and found Emma doing homework. It was her first day there half way through the year and she was still
doing homework at five o’clock. To get her mind off of homework and school he jumped on the bed and scared her. Emma
let out a little scream then went back to her homework. Sean thought something was wrong. He thought for a moment about what
to do next then he thought of something. He closed the books she had open on the bed and pushed everything on the floor. Emma
just stared at him. Then before she knew what was going on he leaned in and kissed her. Then he pulled her on top of him.
Emma realized what was going on and pulled away.
“Sean
don’t.” He was confused. “What’s wrong? We were going to do this the other night but we didn’t
because my parents were home. They are going to be gone for two days or more. We have the house to ourselves. We can do whatever
we want Em.” “Don’t call me Em. It’s Emma to you.” Sean just stared at her in shock. What was
her problem? PMS or something. Then he figured that was why she didn’t want to do anything so he laid off the subject.
“Okay I’m sorry. But what do you want to eat? We can order out if you want. Or I can make my world famous PB&J
sandwich.” Emma couldn’t help but laugh. “Ah see you are laughing. I can’t be that bad.” “Sean
I never said you were bad.” Then Emma got up and walked over to his bed. Sean got up a few seconds later and followed
her. Emma looked at him and smiled. She figured he was following her so she got up and switched beds again. Once again Sean
followed her. Emma couldn’t help but laugh. Sean just let out a smile. Emma thought of something and then got up but
this time she went to lean against a wall. Sean thought this was weird but followed her anyway. Emma looked at him and laughed
a little. Then she turned to him and kissed him really hard. They continued to kiss for about ten minutes before the phone
rang. Emma went to get it.
“Hello?”
“Emma? Hey it’s Michelle. Is Sean there? I need to talk to him about something.” “Uh yeah hold on
a second.” Emma went to go get Sean who was still leaning against the wall amazed at what Emma had just done. She was
not one of those people who just did things like that because she wanted too. “Sean the phone is for you. It’s
Michelle. She needs to talk to you about something.” Sean’s smile faded a little. “Okay. Stay here. I will
be back in a minute.” Then he left the room. Emma decided to go into the kitchen hallway so she could hear what they
were talking about. Emma could only hear what Sean was saying to her so it didn’t make sense. After he said “No
not at all” she went back into his room because it didn’t seem too important.
“Hello?
Michelle this isn’t a good time.” “Why not Sean? You said you wouldn’t do anything with her. Are you?”
“No not at all.” He lied. He was and he enjoyed it. “Well I want to come over tomorrow.” “Michelle
you know you can’t.” “Why not? Is it because she will be there? I can get one of the guys to talk her into
staying after school with them or something.” “Um I don’t know. What if she doesn’t want too?”
“Then we can do what we normally do. But I need to go. Parents want the phone. Bye babe. I love you so much.”
“I love you too.” Then he hung up. He left so guilty.
He went
back into his room to find Emma sitting there reading something. It looked like more poems. He didn’t get to see for
sure what it was because once she heard footsteps coming towards her she crumbled up the paper. “Em what do you want
to eat? It’s kind of late so do you want to just make something here?” “Do whatever you want Sean. I’m
tired and I still need to finish my homework. Besides I’m not that hungry.” She said with attitude. “Um
okay. No need to get a little bitchy.” Sean wished he didn’t say that. But to his surprise Emma didn’t argue
back. “Well if you want anything let me know. I’m going to watch TV.” “What about your homework? Or
was that done at the library too?” Emma didn’t know anything about Sean and Michelle. She was just joking around
with him. Sean’s face went pale. “Relax Sean. I was joking. But I really don’t want anything to eat. And
I am getting tired.” Few Sean thought to himself. For a minute there he thought she heard he and Michelle’s conversation.